Monday, May 16, 2011


Something was said to me this weekend that was the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me.

It physically hurts me. I feel like there is a hole in my chest, like I was punched. The words hurt that much.

I won't mention who said them or what they were, but they hurt.

Now I feel like I'm second-guessing everything I say or do. I'm afraid to talk, but I'm afraid not to. I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing.

I know this isn't making much sense. I'm sorry.

I think I need an anti-depressant.


  1. ((((Hugs)))) I want to punch whoever did this to you...this should be a really entirely happy time in your life.

  2. So sorry to hear this. I hate it when people say hurtful things. Thinking of you...

  3. Hey Julie,
    I read your post yesterday, but was way too emotional myself to respond. I've been thinking about you since, and really do wish that I could offer a real live hug, or a meal, or to whisk you away for a pedicure, or something else a little more 'tangible' than a comment here.

    I have lots more to say, and will send you an email.
    xoxo - Foxy

  4. Oh no, I'm so sorry. I hope the hurt will wear away QUICKLY and that life will get back to normal soon soon!! Take care of yourself x