Something was said to me this weekend that was the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me.
It physically hurts me. I feel like there is a hole in my chest, like I was punched. The words hurt that much.
I won't mention who said them or what they were, but they hurt.
Now I feel like I'm second-guessing everything I say or do. I'm afraid to talk, but I'm afraid not to. I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing.
I know this isn't making much sense. I'm sorry.
I think I need an anti-depressant.